|I made this DIY Movie Poster Wannabe|
It's like Taka & Tracy's version of "My Sassy Girl"
As one of my ultimate requests, I asked him to watch "My Sassy Girl" just because I love this movie so much. I know he is not interested to watch this kind of movies but I want to insist. I have this bizarre disillusion that our story is like patched from some of my favorite films. One of it is this. I got a chance to search in YouTube and it's so awesome that someone is so generous to share this film to everyone with English Subtitles! I watched it again and I felt so touched again. (Contradictory to my recent feeling of despair and disappointments.)
Every time I watch this film, I find something new. And what I never fail to admire is that this film was a true-to-life- story made into a movie. It's really refreshing and heartwarming. It's has touched my heart in a deep way that I keep writing about this over and over again. Hopefully my boyfriend gets to learn to feel that warmth or at least feel it.
I recently talked with a friend of mine talking about my frustrations and how I feel this envy with having someone who's so expressive and warm. It's hard to reconcile my frustrations and why despite my sad disposition, I've been staying. I don't know. It's simply because I am hopelessly in love. I don't know what I'm saying I'm babbling with incoherent thoughts again.
I remember my boyfriend with this film because he always tell me how scared he feels every-time he's with me because I will get angry. I find it sad. But when I watched this film again, I felt I shouldn't because that's how things should be. Haha. At least in my bizarre world of oddness.
But what I feel deeply connected with this story is despite how tough this "Sassy-Girl" was... She is still fragile and vulnerable. Most people hiding in the exterior of toughness are the most fragile ones... I saw myself in that.
I don't know when he will find time to do so to watch it. It always ends up that I've already forgotten my request when he does things. I don't know if I've gotten so impatient or simply I'm so bossy. Sorry. But before I forget this request, I want to remember why I wanted him to do it.
It's my way of appreciating him in a way, he may have see our relationship as a miserable scare all the time. But for me it's a great story that will forever touch my heart.
"Nang Aking Muling Panoorin ang My Sassy-Girl"
November 2, 2008 4:40 am
Maaring halos lahat sa inyo eh napanood na ang pelikulang ito; Lalu na sa walang kamatayang fad ng mga Koreanobela's at iba-ibang uri ng Eastern Melo-drama's eh malamang sa malamang eh napanood nyo na ito.
Napanood ko na ito. Halos 4 years ago na rin ata. Ibang-iba sa aking pananaw sa buhay, tao at bagay-bagay ngayon.
Hindi ko na rin ito ikw-kwento dahil sigurado akong alam nyo na rin ang kwento ni My Sassy Girl.
Nais ko lamang bigkasin ang pagkabagbag ng aking puso sa aking panonood muli nito. Naniniwala akong sa buhay ng isang tao, hindi tayo nakakahon lamang upang makapagmahal nang isang beses lang.
Minsan kinakailangan nating magmahal ng makailang ulit upang mahanap natin kung sino ang nararapat para sa atin. Yung taong pawang talagang nakalaan lang talaga... na waring merong sakto timpla ayon sa'yong panlasa.
Nakapagtataka minsan na makikila mo na minsan ang taong akala mo'y nararapat para sa'yo ngunit sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon naman ay bigla siyang magbabago ng isip, magbabago ng ugali o simpleng ayaw na lang pala nya, minsan mas masaklap pa kinukuha ng maaga. Marahil ay meron lang talagang paraan ang kapalaran upang gawin tayong tao... upang matutunang lumuha at sumaya para pag dumating na ang tao talagang nakatakda ay mas-nanamnamin mo ang sarap ng pakiramdam na: "Nahanap na rin kita".
Nakakatuwang isipin na meron ganung pag-asa at merong "Destiny" tayong lahat. Merong mga mapa na nakaguhit sa palad ng isa't-isa na pag ito'y nagkatagpo at bumubuo ng tamang paroroonan.
Minsan man na pigilan natin ang kapalaran... marahil ay masakit tanggapin ang pagbabago, pag-let-go at pag move-on. Pero dahil sa pelikulang ito, na base rin sa totoong buhay, ipinakita dito na kapag meron talagang nakalaan sa'yo... hindi ito mawawala. Pigilan mo man, iwasan o di kaya nama'y makiride ka naman, meron at merong paraan ang tadhana upang mahanap ang taong nararapat sa isa't-isa.
Parang "The universe conspires..." Masarap maniwala na merong "Greater -Force" na sa ating lahat ay nag-uugnay.